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[Chocofreak13]

^^

where's bell? i was hoping she'd have responded to my anti-pep pep talk by now. =\

[Acher13]

dang it, I cant get in here for a while.... seems hard to load the page.

[Chocofreak13]

if it's any consolation, i'm finding out that the download speed here (school) compared to my house rocks. makes my house look like dial up.

damn you, salem high.....

[Bella]

TY for the support guys. Honestly, I've never felt unappreciated... I think a lot of people (especially among my family) appreciate me but I can't help but feel rather useless myself. My scatterbrainedness probably comes into play here... I think that I could do just about anything I put my mind to, but I seem to have a problem putting my mind to stuff. Dx

Ditto on the joblessness/college undecidedness/semi-car-less-ness thing Choco. >< Well, I sorta have a part-time job (it's my boss who's semi-unemployed), know which college I'd want to go to (but will probably defer a year), and kinda have access to a car whenever I want, but I'm terrified of driving. Hah.

I'm weird about crying. Or actually showing any emotions, I try my best not to under all circumstances. ><;

So, anyway... I'm camping now. "Camping" as in being parked in a field in a huge motorhome next to a pool... no TV here, but there's wifi. Yay.

The pool was green with chlorine this morning, but there are people in it now... might go give it a try.  D:

The not having TV thing it making my companions punchy, though, today my accent got lol'd at. Honest to god, point and laughed at. I was so insulted, I nearly cried. ;.;

EDIT: Oh wait, I've been forbade from entering the pool on account of my MCS (multiple chemical sensitivities). So I'll just sit here and wish I was swimming or whatever.

EDIT 2: Oh yeah, and some idiot thinks the cure for the common cold is whining very loudly and incessantly about how terrible he feels. I keep reminding him that if I whined every time I didn't feel well I'd be keeping a running dialogue of complaints... ><

[NejinOniwa]

EDIT 2: Oh yeah, and some idiot thinks the cure for the common cold is whining very loudly and incessantly about how terrible he feels. I keep reminding him that if I whined every time I didn't feel well I'd be keeping a running dialogue of complaints... ><

I'm gonna engrave this into a damn runestone.

[SleepyD]

That Zero tune is really fancy, huh.

Too bad none of the games are for PC though ;w; I'll just pull them through emulator. >:3

hehe, I guess that works. I hope you have a joystick of some sort... Unless you're somehow really good at flying planes on keyboards.

in ACZ, the enemies you face eventually call you the "Demon Lord" :3

I love the music in the Ace Combat series. It makes you feel like you're going to battle.


Also, more Touhou arranges:

MyonMyon - Shadow Shooter

é»'夜è'¬ - 思å...¼æƒ³æ"

nazz-can - ç·'眼のã,¸ã,§ãƒ©ã,·ãƒ¼

I think that I could do just about anything I put my mind to, but I seem to have a problem putting my mind to stuff. Dx

I'm weird about crying. Or actually showing any emotions, I try my best not to under all circumstances. ><;

Ah... the focus problem.  I can say I've had it in my endeavors as an amateur artist.  And certainly in my education.  But, focus comes and goes. (And seems to get worse if you TRY to focus on something rather than just naturally going along with the random focus moments, but that's just me)

Ah... well, I complain about my little troubles to my close friends.  I try not to annoy them about it (and if I do, I'd very much oblige their request to stop), but it is a cathartic release. It really does help to have someone listen, whether they really care or not.

My deep emotions are shown to a select few, and I feel it's better than bottling it up all the time.

[NejinOniwa]

Personally my emotions are constantly banging between various extremes of smugness, angst, rage and general distaste for everything. Were I to show this, things would not be quite well. Thus, the demon overlord...refrains.
*ba-dum-tisch*

Oh, and on the "focus problem":
As a writer, I face this quite a lot - the dreaded writer's block is the final form of this fearsome enemy. What easens up the process in the case of literal focus break is one thing (although there may be many others for other people): Planning, planning, and SHITWADDLEDEEFUCKLOADS of planning. I may have mentioned the newly finished (pre-edit) 10-part series I'm working on: Whenever an idea was had for a scenario, I jotted it down somewhere in the library of .txt files I have stored around the chapters. Drawing maps (you've heard that before, haven't you) of stuff, making relationship charts (ACK!), even such a seemingly trivial thing as deciding on names for sub-characters and general people you won't be using until way ahead is a great idea; All of these things give you background KNOWLEDGE about the work you're doing, and that is vital.

I'm not as experienced in art and stuff as writing, but generally it's the same - background knowledge about the theme, subject or, say, the guy you're doing a portrait of, comes a lot in handy since it allows you to expand your borders without making mistakes. The same goes for science and stuff too - if you have wider general knowledge about, say, physics, and not just the specific stuff about the exact matter you're trying to solve, you'll be able to much easier figure things out since you have the means to work around things, and most importantly, the LOGIC. The think. The setting. The genre. You know the deal, you know the business you're dealing in. Background knowledge wins the day, every time.

TL;DR - knowledge is power, which I'm sure you already knew, so take that seriously, guys. -w-;

What I wanted to say was that when you don't have the focus, get more knowledge about the matter you're working on. This will ease the return of the focus, and increase its magnitude.


I'm just ranting incoherently, aren't I. ;w;

[zjhentohlauedy]

I made cake D:

http://i175.photobucket.com/albums/w145/zjhentohlauedy/food/DSC02267.jpg

oh and bella if you wanna continue reading the trip to hongkong i have it upped in my blog :3

http://9000degrees.wordpress.com

[Acher13]

Cake =D

[Chocofreak13]

bell! *hug* thought you died!

errgh.....camping....eeww. >___< i be an inside person due to bad experiences at girl scout camps. at least you have better than a tent.

bell, dearie, you can do ANYTHING YA SET YER MIND TEH IK IT SOUNDS CORNY BUT IZ TRUEEE~~~

and you should come here.....cause we have lakes to swim in :3
and a pool or two.....
and I SERIOUSLY WANNA MEET YA YA SOUND SO COOL~~~

i posted my town......what's it gonna take, my address? i'll post it, i trust you guys not to come rape me in my sleep. :3 (and in nej's case, he might not be able to make it here :3)

glad to hear you're cheering up, though. and GUIZE I GOT A JOB YAY
my bro's hired me to do some bookkeeping. more ofan internship, doesn't pay much, and it's only 2 days a week, but it's something to put on a resume, and maybe i can put a dent in that car i was loking at. (and if that falls through i'll be sad, but i could get a scooter instead. :3)

next time i bake soemthing
i will post it
just for YOUUU

THIS WILL SOUND WEIRD
BUT I BE CURIOUS MONKEY
FEEL FREE TO SAY STFU GTFO
BUT I'D LIKE TO KNOW WHAT YOU BE CALLED OFFLINE

me name is kari. :3 it's nice to meet you. i feel a little thirsty. :3

[NejinOniwa]

There it is, K-chan's INVESTIGATIVE MODE. Well, it was a matter of time. Good luck, Bella-kun...in various ways. ;w;

[Chocofreak13]

yay, investigation mode activated! ^^

[SleepyD]

Cake =D

...*thinks*

I think I remember you from when you first joined, and I do believe that you had a suigintou avatar. o-o


/randomthought

also, my favorite gumi song for sheer so-close-to-real-ness:
Miracle∞Gumiracle

[Pitkin]

THIS WILL SOUND WEIRD
BUT I BE CURIOUS MONKEY
FEEL FREE TO SAY STFU GTFO
BUT I'D LIKE TO KNOW WHAT YOU BE CALLED OFFLINE

me name is kari. :3 it's nice to meet you. i feel a little thirsty. :3

My name is Ana. And all that. x)

[Chocofreak13]

that was supposed to be my middle name! but the hospital screwed up and it wasn't on my birth certificate. xD

perhaps i should be honest just to pre-emptively clear up confusion.

i'm having my name changed to kari. call me that, or else (just ask nejin). ^^