Relationships

[Chocofreak13]

eh, if i had a twin i can't guarantee that it'd be totally innocent. maybe that's the same principle here.

[Nichi]

True. It could also be the fact that I know her well enough to be attracted*
*disregarding the fact we're the same person

[Chocofreak13]

no one's sexier than the figments of your imagination~*

[Chocofreak13]

so Steve likes me back.

he volunteered to go down to my car with me yesterday to get the anime stuff i got at the sale, and on the way there, in the parking lot, he mentioned he liked the note. when i said "lemme guess, no?", he retorted by wrapping his arm around my shoulders for a sideways-hug and said "actually, yes." i was quite surprised but happy, and we spent the rest of the night during D&D giving each other subtle nudges and pokes and we held hands for a bit, lol.

i still feel like a dork, but at least i'm not a creepy awkward dork now. we exchanged numbers as we were leaving, and i gave him my skype address. seems like if it's gonna be something, it's gonna be slow, but it's nice. ^^

[Nichi]

That's nice. Hope it goes well :3

[Chocofreak13]

not to sound like a middle schooler, but he just texted me


*squees a bit*

[Cockleshell]

KARI FUCKING GET IT YAAASS GIRL

[Chocofreak13]

IF BY GET IT YOU MEAN A BOYFRIEND THEN I MAY BE ON THE WAY TO ONE I'M NOT QUITE SURE

IF YOU MEAN HIS DICK WE ARE LIGHTYEARS AWAY FROM THAT

[Cockleshell]

still get it

[Chocofreak13]

he works nights but he just suggested by text message a lunch date

*socially awkward feels intensify*

[winduko]

A boy was singing about me in class today. The boy who has been my friend-with-benefits since 8th grade.

Over the weekend, I realized I probably am a lesbian, and that I thought I romantically liked him. Still think he's a nice guy, but I'm not "the one," however.

I'm nor interested in ever dating, as I love being single, personally.

[Chocofreak13]

you could be asexual with homoromantic tendencies. as for the guy, um, are you aware what "friends with benefits" means....?

[winduko]

I realized the connotations after I made the post, but, for whatever reason, I didn't edit. I guess he saw me as a friend-with-benefits (he described me as that once and I kinda went with it) and I saw him as a close friend who I knew was flirting with me but pretended I didn't because I have no interest in actual relationships. No actual sex happened, as I prefer not to meet with classmates outside of school.

And you're probably right about me being asexual with homoromantic tendencies, that's what I more likely am, but it's so much easier and simpler to say lesbian, though it is not completely accurate.

[Chocofreak13]

asexual lesbian, maybe. ^^

also, you may want to clear the air with him, lest he think you're leading him on. though it takes the magic and mystique out of romance, i find it best these days to be blunt as hell. :0

[winduko]

I honestly was waiting for him to confess to me, as I've been waiting for him to confess for years. Part of the reason why I never asked is because I have a tendency to second-guess myself in these situations. My gut says he's flirting, but I'm never sure.