death

[Q4(V)]

i feel i lost the skill of writing, so let write

is this the end?
is this how death feel like?
i stand on the battle field
my hand shacking, with a sword in it
why do i care?
THIS IS IT
death
is this wht i wish for no
i wish for hell
where i can suffer
where i can burn
where i can be skined a live
i wish for suffing
because i let her deid
a swords is stab in lung
i will not die like this
there's only a thousandth
I FOUGHT BILLIONS
i rip the sword out
but many more are stab in
this is it
this is death
NO I WILL NOT DIE HERE
I WILL NOT GO TO HELL IF I DIE HERE
i can't face her in heaven
so i fight AND KEEP ON FIGHTING
they keep coming and they keep dieing
thousanths, millions, billions
just keep fighting till i die
and then i can go to hell

[panda]

You must die I alone am best.

I hope ya flip some guy the bird
He cuts you off and you're forced to swerve
In front of the Beatles' tour bus
A Bookmobile and a Mack truck
Hauling hazardous biological waste
The light turns red you have no brakes
And "Hard Copy" gets it all on tape
So you can see the look on your face

Die die die die die die die
Die die die die die die die

I hope your Pinto begins to spin
Takes out a disabled Vietnam veteran
Mows down a Nobel Peace Prize winner
And maybe some orphans having Christmas dinner
Perhaps even the British Royal Family
And the Rabbi that's clutching the bottle-fed puppy
And we can't forget the newlyweds
And those Jerry's Kids are as good as dead

I hope this helps to emphasize
I hope this helps to clarify
I hope you die

I hope your cellmate thinks he's God
But C.N.N. refer to him as Bowling Ball Bag Bob
Serving time again for abuse of a corpse
Only this time the victim's a Clydesdale horse
While he masturbates to photos of livestock
He does the "Silence Of The Lambs" dance to Christian Rock
Eats feces and quotes from "Deliverance"
And fights with his imaginary playmate Vince

Die die die die die die die
Die die die die die die die

I hope he grins like Jack Nicholson
And forces you to play a game called Balls On Chin
And whatever happens next is all a blur
But you remember fist can be a verb
And when you finally regain consciousness
You're bound and gagged in a wedding dress
And the prison guard looks the other way
'Cause he's the guy ya flipped the bird the other day

I hope this helps to emphasize
I hope this helps to clarify
I hope you die

I hope you die

panda added the following  9 hours 44 minutes after last message :


Sun goes down, bodies on the ground. Swollen
with pus, I shall further expound. As the
vultures swirl, the batons twirl. We've come
for your entrails. And now it's time for death.
And now it's time, Death's mime is rhymed...
Sun comes up bloody pulp. People of your
planet all writhe in muck. Life's a piece of shit,
you are living it. You deserve no less than death.
Time for death, it's to the left. I've gotta smash
my chin 'till I gotta cleft. Time for death, there's
nothing left. I'm gonna rape your world, gonna go
suck cock...And now it's time for death. Your
nipples, expose your breasts. I'll burrow deep into
your chest...Ahh
There's no sun, just a human slum. Leaders
of your people acting really dumb. Flies with
the eyes, guys with the thighs, keeping a watch
on Bilko's pies...
And now it's time for DEATH...

[Q4(V)]

The pain has stopped
My body is numb and weighing me down,
Every nerve shot or ripped out    
But the bleeding continues
I feel my lungs are filled with it
This is what I want ââ,¬Â¦ blood
The ground has so much of it
But I want more, why canââ,¬â,,¢t I have more?
The air is thick with mist, it letââ,¬â,,¢s nothing be seen
A reddish mist, full of blood  
I see boyââ,¬â,,¢s that turn in to men
And thatââ,¬â,,¢s when I kill them
And I get my wish, more blood ââ,¬Â¦ rivers upon rivers
Then HE comes, on his ââ,¬Å"HIGH HORSEââ,¬Â
Pure black, a black where the light of your soul can be lose in
Its eyes are red, like the fires of hell that await his rider
Why is HE going to hell, for what reason?
I know why, for the sins that I have committed
I was born of him and he was born of me
He comes down, to my level
A cross the battle field he just stands there
Then he lets go of his horse
And says something, at first it does not move
Like it wants to stay, but he does not let it
He takes off its saddle and reins...
And throws them on the floor
Then it slowly rides off, into the abyss of the battle field
I do not care why should I?
I look around, to see who to kill before our battle
WHAT ... he draws his sword?
He will fight me ââ,¬Â¦ now and kill me
I have waited for this ââ,¬Â¦ him or me
He is my enemy one and only
There are none like
He is the reason I kill
He gave me the striat for blood
AAAGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Fuck him
Lets dead, this is me last battle
I shall kill or be killed
HAHAHAHAHAAAA
He stab me with his sword
Knows that would work, I brake it
Still in me, I continue to fight
I bleed and he bleeds now
We fight for hours, then days then months
Never stopping, till one of us fall

Who time is it to dead
Me
I fall hahhahahhaaaa
And so does he
This is my end
He walks away
Now I can sleep ââ,¬Â¦ forever

[Mith~Of~Rose]

Has anyone but me noticed this turned from a suicide note to a lyric/poem competition? Well anyway it seemed to have helped at the very least.

[panda]

no, it really hasn't helped.

[Q4(V)]

u got to say it fun ... O.o

[panda]

no, not really.

[panda]

fuck.
fuck fuckfuck fuckfuck
FUCK!

the gun is looking really friendly right now.

My dog is dieing / near death
I'm failing my classes and my parents (and afew teachers) won't stop herashing me about it.
My dad is forcing me to lift weights, play rugby, and take weight lifing classes.
My dad is also REJECTING my TS.
My body hurts and aches (not just stress pains)
I am growing more violent

[rpb3000]

Parents, for the most part, suck.

Follow your heart and do only what you believe in.  Plan a path to get to where you want to be.

[panda]

I had to put down my dog. She had cancer.

[Pitkin]

I'm sorry to hear that, panda-san. From what you had told me, however, it didn't come as a surprise.

[rpb3000]

That's not cool -_-  My condolences.

[panda]

my way to stop the game . . .

[Dewroo]

o_o  

Panda, 2k, Panda-chan. Don't do it. K? Just don't. It's a bad idea.

[panda]

how come that is always people's first response? even if they don't know the situation, its just "dont' do it".